SON I MISS YOU SO MUCH. WISH I COULD SAY I AM GETTING BETTER WITH MY GRIEF. I JUST WISH I HAD NOT OF LOST YOU SO SOON. I SEE ALL THE YOUNG MEN YOUR AGE WITH FAMILIES AND I ABSOLUTELY CRY INSIDE WHY DID YOU NOT HAVE THAT CHANCE. ALL YOUR FRIENDS ARE MARRIED OR HAVE A HAPPY LIFE AND I JUST SAY WHY OVER AND OVER DID YOU LEAVE ME. DID NOT YOU UNDERSTAND WE ALL LOVED YOU. WHERE DID WE FAIL YOU. I COUNT EACH DAY I LIVE AS ONE DAY CLOSER TO SEEING YOU AGAIN. I HAVE TO SAY ONE THING FOR SURE I DO NOT FEAR DEATH ANYMORE.