I AM A MOTHER WHO WAS BLESSED WITH TWO WONDERFUL SONS. I HAVE BEEN ASKED BY MANY PEOPLE. HOW DO YOU LIVE AFTER LOSING YOUR SON PHILIP? THE ANSWER IS I HAVE A SON JAY THAT WAS MY FIRST BORN WHOM I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART. HE HAS BEEN THE MOST PRECIOUS SON ANY MOTHER COULD HAVE. HE HAS NEVER KEPT ME UP NIGHTS WORRY WHERE HE WAS. ALWAYS BEEN RESPECTFUL TO ME. NOW AS A MAN HE IS SO FULL OF WISDOM AND I ADMIRE HIM FOR BEING THE MAN HE IS. THERE IS NOT A WORD STRONG ENOUGH TO EXPRESS HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM. ONLY MY HEART KNOWS. PHILIP WATCH OVER YOUR BROTHER AND KEEP HIM SAFE FROM HURT OR PAIN OF ANY KIND. YOU LOVED JAY AND I KNOW YOU ARE CLOSE TO HIM IN SPIRIT EVERYDAY. THANK YOU GOD FOR BLESSING ME WITH MY BOYS. PLEASE KEEP WATCH OVER JAY AND LET ME SEE PHILIP AGAIN.